I dont get it
I go for help
Advice
To fix me
Fix my head
Fix my heart
Fix my emotions
So I call
We havent spoken in the longest
I just wanted comfort
Your kind words
Your understanding
But you mocked me
You laughed
What did you say?
Of course, you meant well
Hurtful words keep coming out your mouth
Bittersweet talk
Speak no feeling
You dont give a damn
Blood and tears
Thats all its about
Now I know why they say bloods thicker than water
But is it thicker than tears?
Theres a very thin line
Where my understanding goes numb
This is sweeping insensitivity
This isnt the first time either
The first, you were cruel
You rubbed it in
You were better
You made it while I lacked to be a nobody
A nobody who loves a nobody
The second, you took over
Over the situation
Without me realizing it
You made me watch
Scared for emotional stability
I dream of normality
You only mean well
Its all for the best
Of course it is
But YOU decided this
Decided to hurt me
Yet you dont see how you did so
This cant be happening
I just wished you stopped
Stopped the lies
Stopped the torture
Stopped the emotional b.u.l.l.s.h.i.t
Stopped me from ending up like this
I dont blame you
Just your actions
Sorta funny
My nobody cares about me
Even if it is just a little
He values me more
More than you do and probably ever will
Sometimes I wish he were you
I wish you would care like him
The dust is falling on your time to apoligize
You never did so
And though he dosent know me as well as you
Hes made up for your flaws
In
Being
A
Good
Friend.
This is an awesome poem..apathy is one of my biggest enemies..I wrote a poem called poetic justice..and in I talk about how we poets must all united and get those ba$tards..