 | If only you heard
the wastfull breaths
of somthing that will never change
If only you saw
the wastfull pain
of something that is unwanted
If only you tasted
the wastfull drops
of something that is depressing
If only you smelt
the wasted addiction
of something so threating
If only you could heal
the wasted heart
of someone who loved you so..
But you cant hear the sighs
you cant see the cries
you cant feel the pain
you cant taste the blood
you catn smell the drug
And you cant heal my heart...
When you ask me whats wrong,i say
nothing.When you tell me you love me
I say "sure"
But in reality everything is wrong
in reality,i'll love you till i die
No matter how much i tell myself
that,that tear i cried for you fell in the
ocean, the truth is it fell right here in my
hand. And as the saying goes "the day i find
it is the day i'll stop loving you"...
I just want you to know that i dont want
to find it.
I dont want the pain to stop
because when i feel it
i know im alive!
The pain on my wrists,
The scars on my fists,
could never top the pain that you gave
So i leave you with one last sentence,
that even though im watching from the
heavens, I wanna thank you for all of
the torture..And fro making me feel like
*NEVER BEFORE*
~*Rachel Bronte Gill~* |  |
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