I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you...I broke down and started to cry like a baby, and think about all the good & the bad times we had together..nothing hurts more then waiting since I don't even know what i'm waiting for anymore..you left me with the pain of a million cuts, I have cried so much my tears have a made a pool full. The bed we once slept in is now cold and empty. My eyes are so full of grief I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror,I will always love you. maybe that's why I can't get over you.I miss you so much Sweet Buch..I miss your love I miss your touch, But I'm feeling you everyday. I am waiting and hoping and wishing for the time, when we can be together again! I Miss You!..Remember the times when we were together and now  it's only me now with a pain I can't resist, all alone in palces where we used to be,loneliness  feel baby every part of me,.I wonder will I ever get the image of you walking out the door out of my head..if tear could build a stairway and memories were a lane we would walk right up to heaven and bring you back again..ur memory is my keepsake with which i"ll never part.God has you in his keepin and i have you in mmy heart forever Happy Birthday Sweet Buch