The blade slides across my skin so gently
slowly releasing my pain from inside
cutting into the very heart of the situation
that makes me feel so angry
i know what im doing to myself
but the pain and anger are too much
i hate this world, i hate myself
there is no remedy for the way i feel
I look for a way out of this hole
to the front and back, side to side
emptiness is all is can see
will there ever be a light to pierce this darkness