My Own Love Story

By: Marife Ebot

I told you once, that I have a crush on
you

‘Cause your smart, and you have a sense
of humor

At madali kang maging friend

Walang dull moment whenever you’re
around.

One time, I told you that I like you

Every time na katxt kita masaya ako

When my cellphone beep…I’m so excited
kung kanino galling

And my heart would jump out.pag name mo
ang nag appear.

Then one time, you ask for my advice

Your so confused ‘bout your two gf

Sabi ko…”break up with them”…

‘tas tayo nalang… (hehe)

You take that as a joke

Sabi mo pa nga. Para
akong sira

Kase seryoso ka and niloloko kita

Tumawa lang ako…pero din a nag react.

Then after a few days,

I texted you,,I ask if kayo pa

You replied… “ ndi wala na.”

And I aws really happy that day.

Pero syempre ndi ko pinahalata

I even ask how you feel.sabi mo medyo
ndi okay

Sabi ko nalang…”ayos lang yan…dame pa
jan.”

Xempre sarili ko tinutukoy ko.

Hanggang sa dumating ang araw na
pikahihintay ko

NAGING TAYO DIN.. (hehe sa wakes,
success!)

I was really happy that day.. kahit
parang napilitan ka lang.aus lang, sabi ko nalang… “ kunwari ka lang pero lav
muh din akoh.”

Every time a katxt kita.hindi ko
pinapansin ang ibang nagttxt

Bahala sila.eh katxt ko pa ang mahal ko

Pero sabi nga nila.. everything has to
end.,

Katulad ng atin.ang masakit days lang
ang tinagal.

I was hurt nung sinabi mong magaling
lang akong mangulet

Pero ang mas masaketay nung sinabe mung

“Accept it that we’re not really meant
for each other “

‘though it really hurts. but I have to
move on konting iyak lang okay na.

Yun ang akala ko.pero mahirap pala mag
move-on

Binura ko na nga number mo.pero memorize
kop ala. ( damn )

I’ve tried not to txt you

Pero mahirap pala.lalo na pag wala akong
katxt.

I’m always txting you, kahet hindi ka
nagrereply, au slang.

Malaman mo lang na hindi kita
nakakalimutan

But someone told me na.my gf ka na daw.
(ouch that hurts )

Shheeeeeeeet. Kala ko hindi na ko
iiyak..pero mali
na naman ako.

Then one day, I was really surprise

Want to know why?.kase tinxt mo ko.
(yehey)

Xempre nagreply agad ang lola mo…tanong
ko kung muzta ka na?

At kung my bago ka na.

Xempre natuwa ulet ako ng sinabi mong
wala

Kase focus muna sa studies…( ngekz,
parang totoo, if I know )

Pero sige n nga, dahil love kita
maniniwala akoh

Katxt kita mula 11 p.m. anggang
midnight.

Kahet mapuyat, kesewhadong malate sa
klase bukas

Aus lang, katxt naman kita…

That was the last message that I’ve
received from you

Haaaaaay……..kaylan kaya ulit mauulit un?
(sana soon )

I already accept that I can’t have you

That we’re not meant for each other

But I’m still hoping…that someday

Someday,,,,,,,,mauulit ang nakaraan

Sana malapit nah………

July 27, 2006