My Own Battle

I hate fighting battles,

Whether I know if I'll lose or win.

I hate that I forgive so easily.

(Forgiveness should be a sin XP!)

You hurt me...

I hated that, too...

But there's one thing I can't let go;

That one thing is you.

My heart says "take him back"

But my mind says "no"

I don't like fighting myself,

I don't think I ever had to do this before!

I look over at someone,

I like them and they like me, too...

But Stubbornly,

All I want is you.

My mind tells me

That I should give up on this,

My heart longs

For you and your once sweet kiss.

My heart longs

For what had been,

But my mind asks:

"How do you know he won't do it again?"