 | Don't know what the future will bring
don't know anything
don't have a clue
of anything new
don't know who i'll be
or what i'll see
all i know is
i wont be doing this
i won't be here or there
i'll travel the world,go everywhere
find the girl i've been looking for
and we'll glide and soar
with hapiness to show for
we won't be like anyone else
we'll be unique and true,
to eachother and you
we'll be together
year after year
forever and ever
But before this
i'm moving away
cuz its true what they say
about this town and it's way
it's nice but not for me
or thats what i see
i dont plan to be famous one day
i just want to be happy and be able to say
"i love my life,my wife,and kids"
but right now thats not how it is
i don't plan to stay here
when im 18, that year,im moving away from here
wont waste another year
ill have my shit together
and move farther then ever
from the bitches and hoes
tramps and hobos
i dont know what ill do
or where ill move to
but ive got a good idea
of where im going to be
and what ill see
i dont need anyone right now
because i dont see why or how
we'll keep in touch....
ill come visit my parents, and lil bro
every year
on christmas and new year
but i cant stand to live in Sebastopol
another year of packing bowls
after school or in the bathroom halls
thats not the life i want to have
i should be happy with what i got
but im not....
Chorus:
right now im young,
a kid in fact,
just wrighting a song
about my life
and what i want,
my dreams and goals,
as i unfold....
i find time to wright it down
with all my feelings within it bound
i had a rough childhood
but not the worst
kids lose there parents and got to work
my dad and mom are together,
my dad was a drunk when i was smaller,
i grew up looking at the stars
dreaming some day id be there
far away from here....
i was young and small
not knowing what was happening at all
heard my parents fighting
screaming and yelling
so id run to my room
and sit there with a broom
scared and frightened
but that was the past
and it wasnt all bad
depressing and sad
im thinking as im wrighting this
my life wasnt bad as far as it is
its been good and i shouldnt complain
about my life and parents again
its crazy how
my life isnt the same now
that was the past
and this is the now
this may be a long song or poem or whatever it is
but im wrighting down all my feelings down as it is
so one day i can look back and say
"wow! my life was fucked back in the day"
and think about how much ive changed
right now
im in highschool,sophmore year
got to worry about what you wear
who you talk to
and what you do
who you go out with
and what they do
a none ending cycle
of peer pressure,drugs,sex, and you
theres so much that can and will go wrong
from the time your young
until you die,
with a sigh,
not trying to be depressing
but its the truth
so take a second to listen
a minute to read
realize we're going through
hunger and need
while we're struggling and suffering
just to get through
so much to do
in so little time
while the rich are just fine
they've got the money and power
to eat and devour
while we go needy and hungry
Chorus:
like i said,im young,
a kid in fact,
just wrighting a song
about my life
and what i want,
my dreams and goals,
as i unfold....
i find time to wright it down
with all my feelings within it bound
i dont remember the last time i cried
maybe when i broke up with amanda or nicki,
last year,
my life gets worse year after year
i brace myself for the worst
its hard to say
what will happen tomorrow or today
but all i know is
its a new day....
im strong on the outside
but not all the way through
but im sure neither are you
ive cried more then once or twice
more then i can remember
but i look to the future,thinking it'll get better
but if it doesn't
i'll have to make the best of it
i look up at the stars,and think,
how much i wish i was there
by myself some where
but then reality comes crashing down
and smashes my dreams to the ground
but some day ill be up there
where i belong, far from here
there may be people that care about me
but when i die
theyll forget me....
im sure that not even ten people will read this
and even if they do
they wont read it all the way through
people that really care should read this
and comment it atleast
so i can see
i will be missed
Chorus:
im young,
a kid in fact,
just wrighting a song
about my life
and what i want,
my dreams and goals,
as i unfold....
i find time to wright it down
with all my feelings within it bound
i dont know what the future will bring
i dont know anything
but for now ill enjoy being a kid
got three years to plan out what i need |  |
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