I WISH WE COULD GO BACK, BACK TO THE FAMILY WE WERE BE 4 GRANDMA DIED NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN WE WERE STILL A FAMILY. A FAMLIY THAT HAVE FUN, LAUGH ,CRY A FAMLIY THAT PEOPLE ALWAYS WANTED TO BE IN.
I WISH WE COULD GO BACK!
OVER THE TIME I HAVE BEEN THINK IS MY FAMILY NOT A FAMLIY BECAUSE OF ME.I BROKE IT SO NOW I HAVE TO FIX IT. AFTER GRANDMA DIED WE AS A FAMILY HAS NOT HAD FUN ,LAUGH BUT ALWAYS CRIED. NOW WE HATE TO EVEN SEE EACH OTHER, WE DON'T EVEN TALK LIKE WE USE TO. I WISH WE COULD GO BACK! WE SIT AND TALK BOUT ONE ANOTHER . HELL WE HAVE NOT EVEN HAD A FIGHT NOR SUM1 DRUNK CRYING ABOUT TO FIGHT! I WISH WE COULD GO BACK.PEOPLE WOULD ALWAYS SAY TO ME I WISH I WAS IN YOUR FAMILY AND ALL I COULD SAY IS NO WISH AGAIN.I AM SURE GRANDMA WOULD HATE TO SEE US LIKE THIS AND I NO SHE IS MAD AS HELL AT ME CAUSE IT MY FAULT OUR FAMILY IS LIKE THIS ALL I WANT IS US TO GO BACK TO WHAT WE WERE. I WISH WE COULD GO BACK! I PRAY EVERY NIGHT THAT OUR FAMILY WOULD GO BACK TO WHAT IT WAS. BUT EVERYDAY IT SEEM LIKE WE PULL FATHER APART. I WOULD DO ANY THING IN THE WORLD TO GET MY FAMLIY BACK.NO ONE NO THAT I CARRIE THE WEIGHT ON ME THAT OUR FAMILY NOT LIKE IT USE TO BE. I FEEL ITS ALL MY FAULT I TRY SO HARD NOT TO LET IT SHOW BUT NOW IT IS AND IT HURT SO BAD.I WISH WE COULD GO BACK! EVERYDAY IN SCHOOL TASHA ASK ME WHATS WRONG I SAY NOTHING , WHEN IT IS SOMETHING BUT I JUST PUSH IT TO THE BOTTOM WITH THE REST AND GO ON ABOUT MY DAY UNTIL SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER THE PROBLEM COME BACK UP AND I THINK TO MY SELF YOUR BREAK IS OVER WHAT CAN I DO TO GET MY FAMLIY BACK TOGETHER.I STARTED TO THINK MAYBE THERE NOTHING I CAN DO BUT WAIT AN SEE WHAT HAPPENS BUT I CAN'T WAIT LIKE KIDS CAN'T WAIT TO EAT SOME CANDY I CANT WAIT TO HAVE A FAMILY AGAIN.
I WISH WE COULD GO BACK!!!
I'M STARTING TO SHAKE AND CRY SO I'M GOING TO STOP BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO CRY BUT THERE SO MUCH MORE I HAVE TO SAY BUT I THINK I'VE SAID ENOUGH FOR NOW.