 | Miss average and Sir TooStrong had been friends for quite a while, she trusted him and was also friends with his girlfriend, Ms. IhateEveryone. Friend1 had to leave for an hour or two and Friend2 fell asleep. That is when it happened. Sir TooStrong took advantage of Miss Average. From then on her life would never be the same.
She became very depressed. She turned to anything that would help her mind escape that painful memory, if only for a minute; Drugs, Alcohol, Cutting, Pills. Nobody knew how she was feeling. She just kept walking around with a smile on her face to hide all the tears.
She even hid it from Mr. Amazing; she especially did not want him to know how horrible she was. But she wanted to be with him more than anything; she needed to be with him more than anything. He was her reason to keep living. So they started talking a lot more and sneaking around to see each other. Things were good between them but Miss Average was still in so much pain. Now, her disease started to take over again, the doubt was almost overwhelming. She doubted so much that anyone could love her, especially now. Mr. Amazing promised to always be there for her, in what-ever situation. He loved her more than anything and hated seeing her hurt. She wanted to tell him what was going on but was too scared that he’d look at her differently. Miss Average noticed that she was bringing him down, and she felt horrible. Her own depression was starting to rub off on him, the only guy she trusted and loved.
She could not stand sneaking around anymore and really needed someone who could physically be there. Miss Average decided she could no longer hurt Mr. Amazing and against what he wanted, she decided to quit talking to him altogether until things could work out.
This is when Mr. Wrestle came along. He was seventeen and really buff from wrestling. That may have been the reason she talked to him in the first place. Maybe she felt a sort of security in knowing someone who could possibly protect her. It did not take long for Mr. Wrestle to fall in love with Miss Average. She didn’t get it, because she was not even being herself. She was being the depressed freak that had overcome her. She would still hide that with a smile, and not tell him what was deep inside her. When he would say “I love you” she would say it back to be nice, or was it because she was searching for that feeling? She simply wanted to love someone other than Mr. Amazing but she could not, she just did not have the same feelings for Mr. Wrestle or anyone. She couldn’t help that it wasn’t love, it was lust. Like she said, she wanted someone who could physically be there. She did feel horrible, almost like she was using him to relieve her pain. She was vulnerable, but that was fine with him... |  |
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