AS I SIT IN MY ROOM AND THINK OF THE THINGS I DID I WONDER WHY I HAVE HAD SO MUCH PAIN IN MY LIFE
I WONDER WHAT DID I DO TO BE THIS WAY DID I HURT SOMEONE TO FEEL LIKE LIFE HAD NO POINT IN LIVIN
THAT THE WORLD I LIVE IN HAS NO ADVENTURE FOR ME! DO KNOW WHAT I DO AND WHAT I TOUCH HAS NO MEANING TOT HE WORLD AROUND THAT PPL SEE ME ALL LIKE I WASNT A HUMAN LIKE IF I WAS AN ALEIN FROM OUTER SPACE ! AND THINGS ARE THE WAY IT WAS FOR THAT REASON I
I DID WHAT I DID WENE I WAS IN THE 7TH GRADE I WAS ABOUT 13 YRS OLD I MEET MY BEST FRIEND I DIDNT KNOW WHAT DRUGS AND DRINKING FELT LIKE TILL I MEET HERE BY THE TIME I WAS 14 I WAS SO ADDICTED TO CRYSTAL THAT I COULD STOP I HATED EVERYONE AROUND ME I FUCKEN HATED SCHOOL I DRANK BEER AND ALL HARD LIQUOR I DIDNT CARE I WOULD BE WARED IN SCHOOL BUT HEY IT MAD ME PAY ATTENTION
AND I DIDNT CARE LIFE WAS THE BEST PPL KNEW ME BUT I WASNT ENOUGH I WOULD LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND DIDNT KNOW WHO I WAS
I WAS A STRANGER LOST ONCE AGAIN INT HIS CUROL WORLD I DIDNT KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING TILL  I HAD GONE TO FAR I VEN LOST MY VIRINTY
TO SOME GUY FROM A GANG IN PACOIMA I DID KNOW THE GUY I WAS ON GONNA TURN 14 I WAS HIGH WARED AND DRUNK SO I SAID FUCK AM DOWN
I DIDNT KNOW IF THE GUY WAS CLEAN OR NOT I JUST DID IT WITH OUT THINKING TWISE I LOST MY INCENTS TO A GUY I DID NOT LOVE IF I CAN TAKE IT ALL BACK I WOULD MY PEARNT WERNT AWARE OF MY MESTAKES AND TILL THIS DAY THEY DONT KNOW SHIT BUT ILL KEEP MY HEAD HIGH LIKE I HAVE BEFORE NOW AM 18 AND KNOW RIGHT FROM WRONG !!!!!!!