I wanted to make believe
That from a distance you were there, real
Moving on in life, with me in your mind
That your love will stay and never subsides
Even for awhile I wanted to hold onto it
Coz darkness is trying to pull me down on my feet

I never thought I wasn't that strong
In the dark I couldn't remain silent
Tightening my grip, holding my last breath
I still wanted to move on, and keep holding on
But, why I feel weak, what went wrong?

This morning I woke up with tears on my face
Praying to god, asking for one last chance
I dont like what I feel, I hate to act like this
I have to stay silent, I hope the pain won't burst
I have to start all over again, like the first time I tastes your kiss
I have to stop crying and start to dream again

To dream again is the only way out
To wipe the tears is the only chance
To remain silent, to mend the pain
To keep it inside and make not to burst
I hope all these I could make it
Though right now, I can't find myself
I doubt my strength and my faith
I'm not steady, I'm not that strong
I'm scared, that this would bring me into the depth
Of life's dungeon of eternal madness


by: blurose
09/04/08
09:59