Absorb this...im trying not to believe in a special kind of love anymore coz its sucks. I've had it all, the best and the worst. Tried to fight for someone and got nothing. Gave my time, effort and all but it wasn't enough to make the person stay. Swallowed up every piece of crap just to hang on but still i was blinded by the fact that i've been cheated. Maybe i should get more time to rationalize those cynical acts of dispute of my ownself. Count every redundancy. that's love for me...