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Living a life of solitude

By ashleighrichie
20.12.2006
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living solitude


	Living a life of solitude filled with so much shame Consumed in so much words of hate with on going pain Devoured into gossip and isolated from the rest Not understanding why its me that has to be depressed To many things wrong with me that obviously show And as I looked into the mirror The depression seemed to grow The way I always saw it, life was too much to bare The pain I had to live with it was never fair No knew of all the pain or all that I went through No one knew of the times I cut or threw up all my food And all the times I tried and tried to slowly kill myself I really whispered desperately for someone to come and help I was never happy it was all a smile forced to stay It was like a fake tattoo that couldn't be wiped away I was a different person, never really me And because of the pain I had, I lived life so unhappily. So through all the fake smiles the giggles and the laughs Every day I put it on that hurtful little mask.

Pollyanna

1068 days ago Reply

I hope the love of life returns to you..I've dealt with depression since I was 8..writing helps..good luck and take care..and remember people who say to you "just cheer up" that it is a felony to asualt someone..Polly:)

ashleighrichie

58 days ago

Thanks for your comment and i know what you mean. I do love life and i dont take it for granted.

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