If only you knew what you have thrown away.

I’m not coming back this time.

You will have to come to me.

I know that won’t happen, because you’re so stubborn.

So this is the end.

But hey you have my best mate right?

Surely that’s the most awesome thing ever to replace me?

I hope someday, just someday, you will come back down to earth.

And realize what a massive mistake you have made.

I hope one day you will grow up.

Yeah sure I love you.

Have no idea why.

Yes I miss you so so much, but you will never know.

You have absolutely no idea how much effect you have on me everyday.

But hey time will pass, my broken insides will heal,

And life moves on.

The only one thing I hope is that ONE DAY,

Whether its years or months away,

Just ONE DAY,

Your realize what you threw away,

And what an immature person you were.

Even if its ONE DAY when you’re sitting there with my best friend.

I don’t care when, just please come back down to earth.

Take a 10 minute break from being ‘the cool guy’.

I know you too well, to think that that’s all there is to you.

I feel you everyday.

The hurt, anger and sadness.

You prefer to spend your days with my best friend.

But you’re always in my heart.

And you will be there in the many days to come.

Forever ill love you.

Forever.