Jiya,
Tonight felt like a goodbye.
My heart feels deeply lost and sad
I don't cry anymore but feel the pain
I miss you in every way
But more than anything,
I miss the hope you used to have in me
the feeling I felt when you believed
You turned and left so quickly
and left me feeling down
You never turned or glanced as you drove away
I guess I know I'm just a plaything
Whose shine has worn off
A far cry from the one you would always care for.
But the heart still remembers what it felt
to be trusted and to be held close
In some ways I'm more broken now
than when you met me
I let my heart fly to yours
and let it feel your hopefulness
It was wrong of me, as I'm still married
Marriage that is just a word and nothing more
I picture you runnnig off to your many friends
and it hurts to know that I am not really one
Just a remnant of a dream that has died
but is still willing to hold you and make you feel loved
You are loved when you are in my arms
Sex is a sad imitation of love
It feels so important at first and then feels so empty
When what I really long for is somone to care
I know you do, but not in the way you did
you've been hurt too many times to believe
Neither will your friends let you believe
I am after all, just a married man
Incapable of love
Still I loved you with what heart I have
I kissed you with my heart and soul
and tried to take away some of the hurt of others
but in the end I am destined to fail.
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