Repelled by watching eyes You're compelled to a darker side. No lights, no life; Just screaming and darkness in the hallow halls that lie. You're taunted and teased, And eventually seduced By jagged edges. Jagged edges, Skillfully used by nibble fingers For wrists that are in bind. Scared, alone Wondering if anyone can understand the pain. So you cut through skin And then flesh; A simple swift of a vein. Blood may flow and the numbness may come, But the reality - - - it still remains.
I wrote this cause I have friends and someone really close to me that cuts themselves, so I decided to write about and put in what I felt. Because loosing someone to a fate like hurts deeply because you know you weren't there to comfort them, help, make them feel loved everyday, and worth something. And all that grief, pain, and blame becomes guilty on one's self. |