Thoughts spinning in my head...

out of control

the tears, they fall

I gasp for air 

out of control

when is everything gonna be alright?

can I bare it this time?

will I still survive this fall?

will I lose you and everything I had with you?

being forced to question

everything

will you really move away?

can’t they see that I can’t lose you

just not fair

why baby, why baby

will we become a memory?

so many questions fill my head

lay my head down to sleep--

the nightmares haunt me 

the sobbing becomes me

laying here in a curled up ball

fist clenched tight

I want to scream

this isn’t fair

they can’t take you away from me...

not now

when we have become so close

when I finally realize that 

I absolutely love you

no going back

this is fact

I can’t lose you!!