December 6, 2007

9:30PM

Superman

I am still holding on to the dreams…I still want to continue the dreams… But it seems you wanted somebody else in that dreams…

Until now I keep asking myself…. Did you ever love me?  Have you ever been serious about the things you uttered?  All I know is I love you… Is this the price I deserve for loving you so much…? Am bleeding inside…Emotionally hurt…? Wish it‘s just physical…Wound heals and hurting will not be there after…I have been through pain all my life…I hope I can still survive this… It stroked and hit me right here in the middle of my heart … I almost died today…You’re  leaving me in the middle of DREAMING…where I can no longer back out…There had been a lot of efforts  and all to just be in this DREAMS…

I don’t know how I am going to face that dreams… if you no longer with me…It seems you really giving me up….You no longer interested because its not the right thing…And wanted somebody else in another Dream… Didn’t you realize that from the start…?

 I never demanded anything from you... you  suggested  for  the Dream…For you to run for the life that you called  “MAGULO dito”  and now how could you just dropped me and say that I am waking up from the beautiful sleep that I have been through…As much as possible I don’t want to wake up… If this will mean the end of all Dreams…

I will continue to dream…the place will still be same…I have to continue this… for myself...for you…for my life…I don’t want to regret for the second time again… At least I can say to myself…  I did everything for the relationship to preserve...But I can’t make it alone…We build the dreams together…and the realization is for us together…

If letting you go from this dreams will  make you happy… will find your potentials…will make you grow…and most specially for the one’s you choose to be with…for the rest of your life…Then go…I am letting you go…For your happiness there is nothing that I can’t understand…For all I know I LOVE YOU…

Keep in touch… You know how to reach me, where to reach me…if you are ready and can talk to me personally I am just here...be safe always…ILOVEYOU still… Thanks for sharing life with me… You just don’t know how you made me… ME….I will continue our dreams… That will be for sure…

Angel DEmonic