10:59:22                                          
2008-03-17

                                                                    Im Sorry                                                 
I wish I could take back what I’ve done so in my head I’d know you’re not gone. As the thoughts crossed my mind and the tears filled my eyes when I heard your tone as you said I lied. I’m with this guy but I want to be with you but I’m not sure now if there’s anything left I can do. I understand you were upset and upset at me I was too. Please just forgive me and give a chance. Maybe then I won’t be so blue and I could get good feeling when I think about you. I feel like I’m just giving up and letting you go. You might not care but I’m just letting you know. I tried to tell you how I felt, but it all came out wrong and you ended up gone. So now I’m left with a tear every time I hear our song “That I love you. I have loved you all along and I miss you been far away for far to long I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go, stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore”. How does something that seems so perfect just fall apart? I wish this was a game so when I lost I could move my piece back to start then I’d win and just maybe still have your heart. Something I was trying to get but after this I found I already had all along, and it makes me so mad. I wish you’d just tell me everything’s okay even if its not. Forgive don’t forget even then I would be glad and my heart would go back to normal and no longer be sad.

Love always, Marissa