I look in the starry sky Wondering how you are Tears cling to my lashes Knowing your so far I lay in the cold bed Where you once laid Cuddling onto the pillows Knowing the cost you've paid You said you'd be back You said you'd be ok But now I'm at your grave As silent whispers i say With each word leaving my lips In such a hushed tone Going back to that day When I answered the phone They said you'd been shot They said you didn't make it I fell to the floor in agony Going through horrible fits Our baby still in my stomach How can he grow up without a father How much misery will he go through His life will be so much harder I wish I could have stopped you I wish I could had said something more But now I lay here without you and my heart feels so sore You said it was your duty You said it was for me You said it was for our country Oh how can this be It's time honey Our baby boy is here Oh how he looks like you Holding him close and near It's been 3 years He's starting to ask What do I tell him? I have to think of something fast How can I tell him your in heaven How do I tell him his daddy is dead I'm not prepared for this at the least bit How can this be said? I finally got up the nerve Hes starting to cry He finally knows I let out a deep sigh I wrap him in my arms Holding him tight Trying to comfort him All through the night 15 years has past He's grown up just like you He's found his true love And now it's time for him to say I do