I kept telling him "NO" and telling him to "Stop".
But he wouldnt stop.
He took it to far he pushed me on the bed and he was to strong for me.
He raped me and he beat me. What was i supposed to do.
He was to strong for me.
I didnt know it was going to hurt that bad, I mean i knew it was going to hurt but man it was like i was dying.
But that night it was raining and that night his dad was suppose to be their but he was not their and he told me that he was going to be back soon.
So i stayed now i wish that i didnt. He said that he wanted to show me something but i should have known then.
But he kissed me and so i kissed him back. but all of the sudden he had me pined and i was crying and trying to get away from him but i couldnt.
But all the sudden he took off my my jeans i was screaming telling him "NO" and to stop but he got tired of me yelling so he put his hand over my mouth.
But all i could feel is the hot tears running down my face. I felt him rip off my underwear i guess he had a condom on. I felt numb at that point because i didnt want to feel him inside of me i just wanted to die. I had my eyes closed and just feeling him going in and out of me and the tears running down my face. it felt like someone was stabing me. i thought that something like this would never happened to me. But then he was done because he stood up and zipped his pants and gentaly kissed me on my cheek he whispered in my ear " you where great and stop crying and clean your self up". All i wanted to do was die. But i went home and i tolf my mom what had happened. the reason why i am telling you this is because if you or some one you know has been raped let some one know.