Some days are easier than others but none are without sadness. When you heart has been broken more than once you disbelieve in people and things. And when you finally meet someone who feels special you cautiously proceed and hope creeps back into your life.

If they should turn out to be insincere you know its going to hurt a little harder and you don't know that you're strong enough to bear that. But what choice do you have. In the throws of sadness you have no choice but to hope.

You think you've found a friend....someone to see you as you and to care unselfishly. Your own sadness has given you the grace to care but your heart is not yet ready to be hurt again. But you care anyway because caring is all you can seem to do.

I thought I found a true friend in you. You made me smile when I thought of you and you made me feel cared for. And now I am lonely again without you. Only this time the lonliness is twice as hard because you disappeared without a goodbye.