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i love you never

 

I love you never pt.2..

Steffie was amazingly proud coz I now know how to love.. that was unexpected and I thought she would reprimand me, but she didn't.. days have passed and me and steffie would always talk about Jin..


till one saturday, me and Lily were suppose to meet at school, but I didnt go coz I knew Jin would come to my place.., so when I told Lily that i cant go, she called Steffie to join her, so steffie came over..
then jin came as expected, we sat under the stars, and I kissed him, and he kissed me back.. I was very happy and was hoping that the moment would never last, but suddenly, Jin recieved a text message from Lily, asking for a cool off,.. i got very nervous and so as jin, our laughter became silence.. I told him to go to Lily, but he refused, so once again, I have to force him, when we reached the gate, he kissed me and told me everything will be alright, and I trusted him... I never wanted them to break up..

the next morning, Lily sent me a very painful msg... telling me that I'm a snake and a lot of swearing.. I asked her what happened, but I knew then that she now know everything.. I called steffie, and said that she told Lily everything.. I didnt have the nerve to get mad at steffie..
I went to Lily's home, but she wasn't there, so I went to steffie's,
to talk about things and what to do... then I received a msg from Jin.. he was asking me if I was okay.. I told him I'm not.. and He was begging me to forgive him... I cried a lot and thats very unusual... I thought of all our dreams, me and Lily's dreams, our plans and our friendship... she told me she did the same,... Jin was trying hard to comfort me, but I told him I cant turn to him right now... He said t'was ok... I told Him goodnight,, and he said to me that he will always love me, and he was sorry for falling.. I cried again.. then came monday, I cant look at Lily, she was so devastated so I headed to the clinic and asked the nurse if I could rest...
I stayed there for a day.. after class, Lily called me, as well as Jin, the three of us talked... and everything got settled, I was extremely happy, and so as Jin I guess... He was Given another chance, and everything's back to the way they are... up to now..I would tell them I have moved on coz I dont want them to worry bout me... Lily's willing to give Jin to me,,. But I didnt accept coz I know that it wouldn't make things right... I tried letting go of him... we dont talk too much now.. not like before...

and till now, my heart still jumps with happiness whenever I see him..
whenever he smiles... I still love him.. and I'm not hoping that he still love me too... I've chosen to let Go but I cant..
I need some advice please! I dont know what to do...=(
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karlacg
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it is hard to think when u have a situation like that. yah u love him but hey he is or waz ur bestfriend's boyfriend. and i dont think it's fair for ur friend if u still love him let him go it is hard but i dont think u wanna hurt ur best friend cuz u said u luv her like a sister.
 
yulya
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hello my name is Yulya
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