I know a little ChooChoo train that goes up a steep hill and down again and when it feel it's amost at the top It tries to judge it's speed and fears all will stop and never things of resting at the top but as soon as it nears the the peak now begins to scream and yell and fear the drop never pausing to cherish the view from the peak the ChooChoo never even takes a peak and cries only about the feared descent so I listen to her so she can cry and vent I say ChooChoo...you should enjoy the ride and take time to enjoy the view and not fear the eventuality of the fall which causes you to miss the joy and beauty of it all and so I aaked if I might take a little ride with her not so much to instruct but to try to for a moment: conduct Becasue she's a colorful and bright shiny train and it hurst me to see her toil and feel all the strain when she's a beautiful and special thing I want to feel her engine and hear her bell ring as we enjoy a little joy ride up and down and help to show her how to smile again instead of frown