I just dont know. I have no idea where to go from here.
im lost and my eyes they cant see clear.
i scared , becuase i have no definite answers.
my head is full and my stomach is growing,
with love and a new life is forming.
my future best freind, an unconditional love that is irriplacable.
still i cant focus, and i cant catch my breath.
my heart pounds as if it is warning me that it will soon break.
and all of this , i know my body cant take.
So i sit. and i wait for a sign , .....nothing.
the room it spins and around me are all the options
that clearly will kill me, pyshically or mentally, thats the chioce
that i have to make. and then yu open your mouth , and suddenly.......
you make everything 20 times worse. i have a chioce to make. and you ....
just should leave me alone because your simple and you have no depth, and you could never
understand how i feel. they told me i could die , if i proceed.
and you told me at some point , im going to have to do this one thing for you.
i told you to walk, yet your still in the other room....why?