Im lost in thoughts that carry you
Dazed and confused
I awake
Only to feel my heart break
My love no longer wants me
I can’t concentrate
I slip further and further behind each day
Behind the scene
Behind the sky
Hidden from my remorse and misery
Where is she if not with me
All I think about is how we met
Staring into your eyes
And falling into the world on the other side
A world of compassion
Tears wear away my face
Raw and tender
From wiping them so often
Sorrow soaks this shit
Sorrow drowns me
And only you can save me
I looked into your eyes and lied
What was I thinking
To think you wouldn’t know
I am a fool
Blinded by jealously
The regret of my heart
Empties into my stomach
I am forever sick
But completely healthy
Forever turned and knotted on the inside
Mental break down
My heart collapses within itself
I’m slowly locking the world away
Waiting for your return
She must forgive me
I tell myself
If she loves me she will
The things I’ve done
Should they be forgiven
I think our love is forgiveness
I believe that is our strongest quality together
Your heart has always been boundless
There’s no end to the love
I know you have inside
Im trying to climb back in
Inside your heart where slumber in so pure
Restlessness compiles on these eyelids
If I sleep
I wish never to awake again
Only would I to the sound of your voice
Dreams can’t compete with your presence
One mistake plagues my life like a disease
Will our hearts come together again with ease
Your are my corresponding soul mate
But I have found that even my soul hates me
For what my body has done
I am betrayed even by myself
After everything had happened
When the choice that was made was over
In the hall I told you
Do you remember
How much I realized I respected you
It tore me apart because I knew what I had done
But I meant what I said
Give me your heart again baby
Let me be your lover and your friend
Do you really want to watch me die
Inconsistent breathing
I am so short of breath
And Im sitting down
Following you through our memories
Trying to catch what I shouldn’t have let go of in the first place
I see your face
Always looking back at me
Smiling
I know I can make you happy again
I know I would do anything to show you
To prove my love
To prove Ill sacrifice the world
So we would be the only two left
I am an incomplete shell without you
Please forgive me
You must have trust
Hold faith in us
Im breaking down
What am I supposed to do without your love inside me
Will you find a place inside yourself to forgive me
No more apologies
Can you not see how much I hate myself
Because you don’t want me
Stuck in a endless tragedy
That stabs my insides like a thousand blades
You were going to give us another chance
I can feel you want you
Lets try
Let not this love die
Lets try
Please
Put our souls to ease