 | HOW CAN YOU HAVE SO MUCH CHEER IN YOUR LIFE? YOU HAVE SUFFERED SINCE YOU WERE A CHILD.. IT BEGAN WITH GRANDMA TREATING YOU LIKE SHIT... THEN YOUR FIRST LOVE THAT LEFT YOU DRESSED IN WHITE.. SO YOU WENT FOR THE FIRST GOOD MAN THAT APPEARED WHICH WAS MY DAD AND HOW DID THAT GO MA.. WAS IT WORST THEN HOW UR MUM TREATED YOU IT STILL HURTS DOESNT IT THEN MY BROTHER WITH HIS BEHAVIOR AFTER DAD LEFT US SO BAD HE GOT HOOKED ON DRUGS AND ALCOHOL THEN ME RUNNING AWAY WITHOUT TELLIN YOU WHY YOU THOUGHT IT WAS YOU BUT IT WASNT YOUR MY HERO THE ONE PERSON I WILL ALWAYS ADMIRE IM VERY SORRY FOR HURTING YOU LIKE THAT I LEFT YOU ALONE WITH HIM WHEN I WAS THE ONLY PERSON YOU COULD TALK TO THEN YOU BECAME SICK YOUR HEART COULDNT TAKE ANYMORE PAIN IT BECAME SO ILL BUT YOU BECAME STRONG WHEN I CAME BACK... WHY? WHY CANT YOU JUST LET HIM GO? HES YOUR SON BUT HE DOESNT REALIZE THAT ITS EVERYTHING IN HIS SYSTEM MA HE HASNT CHANGED HES NOW 23 AND STILL THE SAME TAKING AWAY THE LITTLE WE HAVE AND YET YOUR ALWAYS HAPPY :! ? WHEN I ASK YOU WHY YOU SAY, "BECAUSE MY TWO BABIES, MY BIGGEST TREASURES, ARE STILL HERE WITH ME." BUT MA WE WON'T BE FOREVER :( WE DON'T EFEN KNOW HOW MUCH HE WILL LAST HES BEEN SHOT AT AND JUMPED SO MANY TIMES WHAT WILL HAPPEN THE DAY HE DOESNT COME BACK? ARE YOU GONNA LET YOURSELF DIE? DONT GIVE ME ANOTHER REASON TO HATE HIM.. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME SUCH A HARD WORKER AND SWEET WITH THE WHOLE WORLD AND ALL U RECIEVE IS PAIN LATELY WE GREW APART I RARELY SEE YOU I HAVE TO WORK AND GO TO SCHOOL I WANNA MAKE YOU PROUD I WANT TO SHOW YOU ALL THAT WORK YOU HAVE DONE ALL THAT LOVE AND ADVISE YOU GAVE ME YOUR SUPPORT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME HOW U WERE MORE OF MY BESTEST FRIEND THAN ANY OTHER PERSON I JUST HOPE YOU WILL STILL BE HERE WHEN I BECOME SUCCESSFUL IN LIFE WHEN I FIND THE RIGHT ONE I HOPE YOUR HERE TO SEE ME IN WHITE I HOPE YOUR HERE TO SEE YOUR GRANDCHILDREN I HOPE YOUR STILL BY MY SIDE BY THEN HOPEFULLY HE WONT KILL YOU BEFORE BECAUSE IF HE DOES ILL NEVER BE SUCCESSFUL MA ILL NEVER WEAR WHITE AND ILL NEVER HAVE KIDS BECAUSE ILL BE IN JAIL FOR MURDURING HIM |  |