 | I don't know when I stopped caring.
I don't know when things started to change.
I don't even know when I walked away.
I guess I don't know much these days.
Some where down the road, that we were traveling so happily, the rocks started forming.
But I was just too blind to see.
I don't know when I felt like you betrayed me or why?
I dont know how you did it or why?
I don't know why I feel like I was pushed away.
But eventually it got to be too much.
I had forgotten how to smile.
My energy was draining quick.
I haven't been happy for a while.
I can't stand the way I feel.
I can't believe you are the cause of this.
It just doesn't seem real.
You were my best friend.
We'd been like sisters for so long.
I don't know what happened between us.
I just don't know what went wrong.
I trusted you with everything.
I needed your shoulder when I cried.
But, I guess the friend that I once knew,
disappeared some how...Just died.
You've changed in so many ways,
and I've changed in so many ways too.
It's so hard to deal with the new Us.
But I don't want to give up just yet.
I just have no idea what I'm meant to do.
I don't know when I stopped caring.
I don't know when I started to
hate the way you made me feel the way I do.
You forced me into it... It's just too late.
We can never be that close againg.
You can't cry on my shoulder anymore.
Because just like you, I'm giving up,
and I'm turning and walking out!
Ded: to my ex- best friend Vanessa. We were the best of friends for a long, long time. I don't hold anything against her I will always have love for her. She'll always be in my life coz she's my soon to be sister in law. |  |
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