 | I never knew love could bring me so much pain,
Not at all physically, but mentally in the brain.
The damage and the guilt,
But at the same time the pleasure and the silk.
Pain then was thought of losing you
And now the thought that you want return
And yet I feel I am so mature
But I still have a lot to learn
Alot to learn about relationships
The true meaning of love
More about you and me
Basically all of the above.
Not knowing where to begin
Or how to over come
Or to rejoice for I've sinned.
Maybe I should start off by apolgizing, begging, or pleading,
Constantly asking for forgiveness
For deep inside my wound is bleeding
My heart has been shattered but not yeat reached its depth
Its steadily falling pass the stage of me losing my breath.
I want you to know how I feel,
My true feelings,
For my pride want let me show it.
So its staying unrevealing
My cry is louder than ever but ever so silent.
I'm killing myself within,
But no one can realize that I'm violent
So with this sin I can also confess
Hoping it'll bring me happiness
As the days that follow
But never again will my life be filled with sorrow.
In my mind my mind I keep telling myself that you're no good for me.
When in my heart I feel as if you're all I need.
I feel as if I'm cutting myself over and over again.
Providing me to eternally bleed.
You see this wound is far more deeper than just any scar.
For this pain is desirable and comes from within my heart.
No other pain is deeper than the depth of love.
This depth of love has brought upon sickness
Which can't be set free by the cure of any dove.
I feel as if I've been caged without any intentions of being set free.
Until I stop blaming others and realize I had the key.
The key to my own happiness and all that I wished of,
The love from you and all your trust
You see love isn't something you earn.
You have to deserve it,
And I realize I can give it because I'm worth it.
My love is honest and true and I can prove it.
I can give my heart to you just choose it.
Choose to give me your love as I have done you.
Choose to give me your heart despite all else,
Our true love will shine through
When I met you I found love
So now I'm going to empty my heart, my mind, and my soul,
All for this love which I hope is true,
Cause when I found love
I found you |  |
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