 | SOMETIMES I THINK HE DOES LOVE ME WEN HE SAYS IT BUT SUMTIMES I FEEL ITS JUST BULLSHIT LIKE THE REST OF THEM, I SAY I DO BELIVE HIM BUT IM LIYING TO HIM N MYSELF N I KNO THATS NOT RITE, I DO REALLY LIKE HIM ALOT BUT IM SCARED TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM N THEN REALIZE HE ONLY HAD LOVE FOR ME AS A FRIEND IF I COULD ONLY KNO ABOUT HIS FEELINGS INSIDE OF HIM BCUS WORDS R JUST WORDS THAT ANYONE CAN TALK ABOUT THEM, MOST OF THEM JUST LIEK TO PLAY WITH FEELINGS N I ASK MY SELF IF HIS ONE OF THEM, BUT I CANT TRUST THEM NO MORE WITH ALL THOSE LIES THEY GIVE ME N HURT ME I WOULDNT LIKE TO SEE NO ONE WITH A BROKENHEART CUS I KNO HOW U WILL FEEL I DONT EVEN WANT THIS TO HAPPENT TO MY ENEMIES THATS MESSED UP...HE SAYS HE WANTS TO GIVE ME EVERYTHING N B THERE FOR ME DAY N NIGHT BUT IM A FRAID HIS JUST TRYING TO GET ME INTO HIM TO GIVE HIM WAT HE NEEDS IM SCARED IM VERY SCARED TO FALL FOR HIM N HE WONT ANSWER BAK...SHOULD I PUT MY TRUST IN HIM N GIVE HIM MY EVERYTHING, I SAID I LOVE HIM BUT ANYONE CAN SAY I LOVE U EVEN THO THEY DONT MEAN IT THATS THE MESSED UP PART WEN THEY TELL U I LOVE U N THEN U KNO THAT ITS NOT TRU HOW SAD HUH? I TOLD HIM THAT I LOVED HIM COUPLE OF TIME N HE TELLS ME HE LOVES ME ALL THE TIME BUT WAT I FEEL INSIDE IS THAT IMAFRAID TO GET HURT AGAIN I TRIED TO THINK POSITIVE THINGS BETWEEN HIM N I...I JUST WANT SO LOVE N HE KNOWS THAT BUT I DONT KNO I CANT TURST THEM NO MORE LIKE I SAID BEFORE I FEEL LONELY WITHOUT NO ONE TO HUG, KISS, N HOLD ME THIGHT, B THERE WITH ME THROUG THICK N THIN SUM1 TO SAY I LOVE U COMING FROM THE BOTTOM OF HIS HEART N NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE...I NEED SUM1 N I DONT KNO IF I SHOUDL GIVE IT A TRY??????CAN U SAY SUMTHING OR HELP ME OUT HERE PLEASE! |  |
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