 | I miss u so much, my love for u was real, we didnt had to make a deal just so u could of give me some of yr love. How can i get rid of u? wen i dont want to let u go, stup!d me to fall in love with sum1 like u wen i kne wat u wanted and i still gave it away to u, why did it had to be u? if i never would of done nothing with u i wouldnt be like this so sad, depress, and torn, i just want to cry, i wonder if i ever come up on yr mind, i really miss u but if u didnt wanted me cause i kno im not that thing they called soulmate well hope wen u find that special sum1 hope she makes u happy n give u all her love, i wouldnt like see u hurt like u did to me, if i ever get to see u again i kno that my tears are just going to rolld down my cheeks just watching u smile would make me happy, it hurts me to remember u, i just start crying even tho i hold on to it inside but i cant i have to let it go, i wish i would of stop thinking of u and let u go forever, sumtimes i tell my self how did u let go of me so fast? i cant compare u with some other person, u lied to me, u even broke a promise, why did u make a promise wen u kne u were going to break it, how can i be so stup!d wen i kno promises break many times, but wat still gets me thinking over and over again so many things that never got explained and questions that never were answer its like everything inside of u was locked up, its being a long time and yr still on my mind, everytime i talk about u i get this feeling telling me to stop and get over u and it makes me want to cry, u kno why i dont cry bcus im tired of crying over u wen u didnt even care about my feelings, but once again i remember how can i fell in love with u and if i ever get sum1 new ill make sure to give him all the love that i have inside, spent all my time with that special one, give him all the world, bcus if loving was wrong then i have to move on. but for now yr still goign to b in my mind.. |  |