This poem is definitely about Kyle.
Man, I was pathetically in love with him. Even after we broke up. Huh.

Written Wednesday, August 10, 2005:

As my mind drifts,
I think about him.
But when do I not?
Thoughts fill my mind,
And I realize,
That my mind has left this earth.

It's been two years, maybe more, since you left.
I lost count of the months, days, hours, and seconds.
I gave up all hope.

Now I look at my reflection.
Some days it's unclear to me who I am without you,
Or what I want to be.
Some days it's very clear
That I don't want you with me.

I keep searching for somebody
To replace you.
But none have come,
And they never will.

-Lindsay-©