I cried today
Like a new born baby
Trying to figure out how and why
I feel the way i do

Exasperation....
Sighs....
Broken....

She was selfish, self centred
How else could i put it
Yet so many people cared for her
I even once loved her

Once wouldnt be the right word
Coz now i bleed for her
I bleed from my heart
Soul...

The wind blows
I wish it would sweep right through me
Take all these emotions out
Free me from my wrath

Another life lost
Another life gone
Another life wasted
For what?

A love she left behind
Three years ago
Im left

Emotional....

Traumatised

Burdened

Was it all really my fault
She took her own life

Unexplainable

Coz now shes gone

Here i am

Carrying a burden

Laid on me by the woman

Whom i once loved