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Her Time


	It's been going on too long She shouldn't be feeling this way So I ask myself, Why? Why Her? Why does she have to be the one? I have heard of numerous unexpected deaths. Is she the next one? I cannot help but to ask myself, I suddenly feel really guilty. I shouldn't have done some of the things I have. I shouldn't have said some of the things I spoke. What if I don't get a chance to say i'm sorry? Could I live with myself then? Very doubtful She is constantly in the hospital I dread those plain, white walls. Those beds. The medication. The scrubs. These things I have learned, often bring bad news. The look on their face as they approach me They don't have to say a word. Their eyes speak for them. The unknown is seen not heard. As I try to bargain with God, Please Lord, Let them have made a mistake. Not her They haven't made a mistake. She's not gone yet but things are not looking good. Prayer is my only lifeline. Prayer is her only lifeline. The one thing that can help no matter the situation. The one thing I seemingly forget about until i really want something. Why is this? I don't want it to be this way. She is still sick and i'm losing faith. Wouldn't God have already done something? I can't help but to fill my mind with doubt and questions. So all I can say right now, God help her. Heal her. Bless her. Alot! But if it is in your will, I don't want her to feel this pain. I will let her go, if thats your will. Modified by Godlover15