 | Heartbreak this night- November 16-17, 2006 --1:13
I’ve told you, my heart is weak
You could break it like how you break a stick
Why did you hurt me?
How could you not see?
The pain inside was terrible
It’s so unforgettable
I’ll remember this very night
I’m never going to forget the fright
The pain goes so deep inside and lies
That it hurts so much you wouldn’t be able just to cry
I never experienced this kind of sorrow
And I’m never going to get over it even for millions of tomorrow
It’s nothing easy, I swear
I feel like getting killed by a bear
I don’t know why I’m writing this down
Maybe coz just it hurts and breaks me down
So I got to put the pain somewhere else
And maybe this is where else
I’m so stupid
Believing in cupid
I regret everything tonight
I regret starting from waking up last morning light
Till talking to you on chat
And saying I love you, squeaking like rat
It hurts above all things
For you my hurt seems like nothing
I hope I’m never going to stop writing
Coz now it’s just the thing that helps me not to be thinking
Of you know who
Well that’s you.
I don’t want to end it this way
But I got no choice, I can’t delay
I can’t just keep the pain in my heart forever
Forgetting I hope would not be ever
I’ve got to do what’s best
Though it would not clear all mess
I’m not sure what I’m doing
Nor not sure of what I’m saying
I still want to be friends
Maybe just that of friends
Well they say love is now or never
Maybe ours’ is just never
We don’t got a choice
It’s stupid if we think it’s your choice
No one controls destiny
Neither you nor me
I love you that is for sure
But you don’t love me, I’m not so sure
Well I got to stop writing eventually
Coz it’s late and I’m getting sleepy
This is just a story
Of how my heartbreak happened on this night, I feel so sorry
I love you
But it’s not just right
No, maybe no,
Not tonight |  |
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