 | These are some of the text messages the love of my life sent to me in the month before she left, her words are meaningless and hollow to me now, but at the time they were sent I believed them completely.
- Just wanted to let you know that I love you so much and that I will never take for granted all that you do for me. Thankyou for being you and loving me like you do.
- I am missing you so much, you are constantly occupying my thoughts. I love you sweetheart, you are an amazing person. You have been strong when I`ve been weak, you have been firm when I have wavered, you’ve believed in me when I have not, you have loved me unconditionally and now you have my unconditional love forever.
- Just caught myself humming, I am so happy. I keep getting that feeling in my tummy just thinking about marrying you and having a baby.
If there`s anything I have learned its that your heart cant be trusted and that actions speak louder than words. In 8 months, this woman brought more pain into my life than I`d known in the previous 33yrs, about 3 months in those 8 were also the most magic times I`d ever known. Ive spent the last 10 months trying to get through a day without thinking about her, despite having all the reasons in the world to hate her, I cant, I wish I could but I just cant change the feelings I have for her. To the outside world I`m moving on and have put her behind me, but the truth is that I still miss and love her with every fibre in my being. If she walked through my door today, I know I`d get lost in those big beautiful eyes of hers and the walls ive put so much effort into building would disappear. For anyone wondering what she did, there`s not enough words to describe it, lets just say that every bystander to our relationship would think I was insane if they knew how I felt and so would you.
I think theres different degrees of love, or more so I think theres a difference between loving someone and truly giving your heart to someone, once you give your heart to someone, you cant just get it back, you cant just pick up the pieces and move on. Your missing the most important piece.
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