I was in my freshman year and he was in his junior.  We met at the weirdest place ever!  I was in orchestra at school and he was in band.  I looked at him as one of those "he's to cool for me he won't ever notice me" type of guys. Boy, was I wrong! It was at this UIL Solo and Ensemble competition.  When I first saw him, I thought he had the most beautiful eyes and smile I had ever seen. He was perfect! His skin his face everything! I never really had the guts to talk to him.  After a while when we were waiting, I came to his table to talk to some of my friends.  While I was there he started to make a conversation with me. We talked and he even sang to me! His voice was gorgeous! After a while it was time for me to leave and I thought I was never going to see him again.  Days went by and I logged in to myspace.  I saw his profile and added him.  I gave him my number and talked.  Turns out he went to my same school! We decided to meet and we kept a very friendly relationship. After a couple of months, he asked me to be his girlfriend.  I couldn't beleive it!  Me?! His girlfriend?! I was the most luckiest girl in the planet! At first, our relationship was awsome! He was my first real boyfriend and I was shy at first.  Months passed by and I started to notice a change. One morning when I was ready to go to school, I had received a text from him telling me it was over that he was sorry and it was all his fault. My heart just melted! Why didnt he just tell me straight up?? I cried on my way to school.  When I got there, I didnt dare to look at him.  I tried to avoid him as much as I could but at the same time I wanted to see his beautiful eyes! I never really talked to him again.  Three days later after our "break up" I saw him kissing with a girl.  My heart tore into pieces! There were rumors that he was with her now. And those rumors turned out to be true.  I had to live with seeing him practically everyday with her.  I tried not to care but deep down I did.  I decided to message him on myspace to tell him that I still wanted to be friends if that was ok.  His girlfriend replied to me with a furiouse tone telling me to back off that he was with her now and he did not want to know anything about me. Of course, she was older than him and she was soon leaving to college.  I didnt care. So I did as I was told. Not wanting to get in between them. One day, he came up to me asking me wat was wrong. I knew this was the chance to tell him straight up "Wats wrong? Wat do you mean? Look you dont have to pretend to be wanting to talk to me. Obviously, your girlfriend made that very clear to me and I dont need for you to pretend to care!" He explained to me that he had never told her to tell me that and he still wanted to be friends.  So I agreed. The year was about to be over and they were still together.  He went to prom with her and to her graduation. I decided to give up but as I did I didnt at the same time.  Summer was here and same old thing.  I received a phone call from him when we were getting ready to go back to school.  He called to tell me he had broken up with his girlfriend.  Sadly, I was happy! We talked for hours after that and saw each other once in a while.  Time passed and he told me he still liked me. I beleived him. Nothing happened though.  As the year started, I found out he was again with someone else.  My heart tore up again but I pretended not to care.  Ha! Deep down I did.  This girl though seemed pretty nice.  I didnt have anything against her. I decided to make it clear to him that I had no sort of feelings for him even though it was a lie.  I told him that I just saw him as a friend which was not ever close to being true! We were still friends. Either way, I still had feelings for him and I knew that I had grown to love him.  Of course, he was my first boyfriend! As time passed, certain guys were present but none lik him.  He was unique.  They lasted from what seemed to me YEARS! After a while,  a letter came into my mailbox.  It was from him. Weird I thought.  As I opened it I saw the picture of him and her. It was a wedding invitation.  I couldnt beleive it! I cried for wat seemed to be FOREVER! How could he?! His wedding with her was wat seemed the worst thing to me.  I, as his friend, attended though.  Now here I am, writting this.  Time has passed and he's married to her.  One thing that will never change is my love for him.