i met this guy almost 1yr. ago,i remember that it is around the month of march last yr. i just dont know,,why i fall in love with the man which is so hard to reach..i already try to reach out to him..but im just so afraid to make friends with him..ive been waiting for him for almost a year but still i keep on waiting and waiting and waiting..eventhough his hard to reach..they are not so much rich but im just afraid to show and tell everything that i felt for him..i love him so much..at the end of the day..i cant help it but cry..i cant blame myself for what is happening to me right now..im so stupid falling in love with a man..who is out of my reach..i saw him almost every sunday when i go to church..and you know what??i just looking at him at a far..in a place that no one can control me to stop looking at that BOY..i love him so much but i want to move on to find my happiness again..but what can i do??as time goes by and passes thru..my love for him only grows..he is the only thing that is missing in my life..i got a lot of suitors..but i just cant entertain them because of my love to this HEARTHROB..