He wasn’t the one who I thought he was,

In fact, he was just the opposite.

We were a couple for awhile,

Our relationship was fine.

We got along so well together,

I spent everyday with him.

Those feelings soon changed,

Especially when I found out what kind of a guy he really is.

First he cheated on me,

Not once, not twice, but three times.

Second he lie to me,

And I hate liars.

So we ended it,

And went on with our lives.

Then we started talking again,

My feelings for him came rushing back.

He asked me out again,

Stupid me said yes.

He told me that he changed this time,

I was pathetic enough to believe him.

This time we were together for only 4 days,

Then I found out the truth.

During the break we took,

We had sex with 3 different girls,

Dated about 5,

And lied to my face about it.

I hate to say this, but he broke my heart,

And there’s nothing I can do.

Whenever I see him all I can do is,

Smile politely and look away.

I know that if I hold a look at him,

I will just break down and cry.

I definitely know that if I talk to him,

My feelings for him will never go away.

Either way, I lose,

I just wish he could see what he put me through.

I now know that if a guy ever tells me that he changed,

He probably only got worse.