First I would like to say that Green Pickles have to smell worse than any
other food group in the world; secondly they are the ugliest things i
have ever seen, and the fact that people actually put that in their
mouth, well thats another story..... back to my point... which
was?....? oh oh yes...

Sometimes life is like Green Pickles, a little bumpy, ugly color, taste gross to some (to others might seem
good), a bit slippery, smelly, sour or bittersweet (i wouldn't know
really what they all taste like though...) if you eat one the stinch
stays with you all day..... like life sometimes.

But even though my life seems to be getting that green color sometimes, I've decided i
wont let it get to me. I refuse to waste the prime of my life being
upset because things don't go my way.. i've done enough of that, and
ill have plenty more time when i'm old and hooked up to oxygen tanks
(actually i would be grateful to anyone who would pull the plug if i
ever rely on a tank of air to survive, thanks!) This is my life now,
right now. And i'm flippin' excited about it!!! There are so many
mistakes to make, many wild nights left, slap happy moods to get, so so
much more chocolate ice cream left to eat (plus the milk to drink with
it)! and i just cant wait! its time to get my hands dirty again, go
play in some mud, jump in a lake (again! ha), ride my dirt bike, planes
to catch, and roller skates to well roller skate with... haha...........

i freakin love my life, not necessarily because of what i have done in
the past... cuz boy oh boy have i made my mistakes... but i love my
life cuz its mine, and no one elses, and i still have so much left in
me. So many more miles left to go.... wow i am starting to sound like
an inspirational book or something. I must have read a few too many
books this week (yeah back to my book worm days too)....

anyway,sooo life stinks bad when its like those green pickles, but it doesnt have
to stay like that. I went to church and i was sitting there listening
(well you got me, semi listening) and the thought came to me... God
wants me to be happy... that was it, he wanted me to be the happiest i
can be. well for all you blue collar comedy fans "Heres your SIGN"
*smack* so i figure try and do what God wants, you know try to be that
good person, and go have fun!!! Just be happy, its no ones choice but
your own! so take the leap and go for it!

Well just wanted to share a bit of my life with you, thanks for listening, reading or whatever you did or didn't do with this.