take a chance on this heart of mine
i dont want to be the on you leave behind
right now i dont know whats wrong or whats right
i just know i wanna be with you tonight
in your arms is where i wanna stay
ill stay there all night, ill stay there all day
i know people move on, their wheels keep turning
but mine have stopped and my love for you is always burning
all i want is for you to be by my side
to be here, to call you mine
if your going, take my heart now it doesnt belong
i cant have it if my love is gone
if your gonna walk out the door, do it now
dont say anything, dont bother turning around
all i can do now is carry on
somehow, find a way to move on
you'll never be able to make it better, make it right
why bother if you wont be in sight
i dont know what to do, theres no reason to breathe again
so there i stand, in front of the mirror, with dads gun in my hand
i hold it to my head, ready and tight
it doesnt feel wrong, but it doesnt feel right
i think about all we had and how it turned this way
the way you made me feel, the 3 words i couldnt say
i put the gun in place, holding it as tight as i can
i never want to feel that pain ever again
as tears fall, so does my hope
and i begin to wonder if i should use rope
No, i dont care how it happens as long as its done
i dont want to be like before, hiding from everyone
tears fall harder as i tighten my grip a bit more
i slowly fall down, to lean against the door
as my grip tightens, my temple begins to bruise
why can't i do it, i have nopthing to lose
i ready the trigger for what im about to do
i begin to sob and stare at the mirror for a minute or two
why i cant do it i do not know
why cant i be like him and just let go
i ready myself once more but the phone rang
its him, as i go to answer, and chuck the gun.............BANG



make sure you read the boys point of view to get it k


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