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Final moments

I hold back the tears
As I stares in to the mirror
I can’t take it anymore
The pain is too much to bear
I fall on my knees
As the tears burn in my eyes
Holding up the blade, I begin to cry
I can't be strong anymore
I can't pretend I’m fine
The pain is all too much for me
It’s messing with my mind
Alone in this world of mine
With no one else to talk
I’m so helpless and alone
I’m going into shock
God there is all so much
That I have harbored in
I want to cry an ocean
But I’ll drowned trying to swim
I have no friends in whom I know
So I tell secrets to you
To ashamed of what they are
Or who will find the truth
God I want to end it now
I want to end the pain
And as I lay on this cold floor
Letting my own tears fall like rain
I hold the blade close to my wrist
And press against my skin
And slowly move is up my arm
As the blood begins to drip
I drop the knife down on the floor
And strongly squeeze my eyes
Then whisper up to heaven
"God I’m ready to die"
One last tear falls from my eyes
And I take a deep breath in
Then slowly I breathe out
Letting go of all the pain
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i know how thats like and feel the same. its very sad.
 


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