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Final moments


	I hold back the tears As I stares in to the mirror I can’t take it anymore The pain is too much to bear I fall on my knees As the tears burn in my eyes Holding up the blade, I begin to cry I can't be strong anymore I can't pretend I’m fine The pain is all too much for me It’s messing with my mind Alone in this world of mine With no one else to talk I’m so helpless and alone I’m going into shock God there is all so much That I have harbored in I want to cry an ocean But I’ll drowned trying to swim I have no friends in whom I know So I tell secrets to you To ashamed of what they are Or who will find the truth God I want to end it now I want to end the pain And as I lay on this cold floor Letting my own tears fall like rain I hold the blade close to my wrist And press against my skin And slowly move is up my arm As the blood begins to drip I drop the knife down on the floor And strongly squeeze my eyes Then whisper up to heaven "God I’m ready to die" One last tear falls from my eyes And I take a deep breath in Then slowly I breathe out Letting go of all the pain