It was the most heart breaking phone call,
That ever took a place,
On February 22nd of 2009.
My mom have called me just around nine.
She was crying so much,
She had hard time to speak,
She called me to tell me,
That my grandma was weak,
She got a phone call from doctor that night,
He told her bad news,
That my grandma had 2nd heart attack,
She had hard time to breath,
That she couln't survive,
That she have passed away,
Without even saying goodbye,
My heart was just broken,
I couldn't speak,
I didnt know what to say,
I just got really weak,
I had to sit down,
Just to think and be able to talk,
My eyes started swelling from tears so much,
Of the difficult time, that she have passed.
And to think of it I talked to her on the phone,
Not long ago, I just said "Hello"
I didnt even had a chance,
To give her,
Her present from the last Christmas.
I'm looking at present,
Didn't know what to think,
I was gonna see her,
Just that week.
To say "hello",
and give her a kiss,
To give her a hug,
That I really miss,
To touch her hands,
and hear her laugh,
And to think of it
That will never happen.
I miss her so much,
I can't even think,
I'm telling myself,
Why didnt I see her last week.
I had a chance to say "Hello",
To give her a hug and say last "Goodbye",
To give her,
Her present and see her unwrap,
To see her smile,
At least for the last time.
Who would of knew,
That she'll be gone so fast.
That will never be able to see her again.
Now that the spring is coming,
And her flowers are beautifully growing,
The once that she planted alot.
And to see them grow so fast,
Is just a reminder of her past.
The most of the things I remember,
Is the last time that we've spent together.
To see her face light up,
It bring me joy alot.
Her never endless love,
That's what kept us all.
And to see her being gone.
Will be never forgotten at all.
She will be missed alot,
But will see her someday in the heaven.
The God took her away from us.
She will be in a better place,
She'll be taken care of there,
She wont feel the pain,
She'll be happy again. 


In memory of my grandmother Maria June 20,1926-February 22,2009.