She walks home alone,
She cries at night,
No one listens,
Feels like no one's right,
Trying to find a new path,
But the old is stuck in her heart,
She cant let go,
She cant get through,
She's trying so hard,
But it fails each-time,
Make-up runs down her face,
Tears made of hurt and pain,
She says she's alright,
Because no one could understand,
The pain she yeilds.
She wishes she could run away,
But she knows it wont solve her problems,
So what could this girl do?
when everything seems wrong..
When her friends walk away,
And there's no one left,
She'll turn to herself,
And bleed her way out of her problems,
Watching this red liquid of hurt,
Comforts her,
Makes her feel stronger,
Seeing her emotions
not feeling them
making her numb to reality,
She hits the floor,
Blood rushing,
People run towards and scream,
They say call 911,
They say who is she?
Then someone says,
Who knows, she wasnt important,
We didnt know her
But while Shes lying there on the ground,
She gets up and says,
Just because you dont know me now,
Doesnt mean you wouldnt of ever known me,
Cared for me,
But then its over
And they call my mom,
and my dad,
and they say...
WHY?
But they know,
Its only because they were never there
For me,
When i cried
or cut myself
or failed at anything
It wasnt there fault,
I wouldnt blame them,
I blame myself for everything.