Dear god
I am lost behind a cloud of dust,
Can't find my way out of this mess.
My family won't talk to me,
Why does this have to be a test?
I am troubled behind Saiten,
and I can't find any other way.
Why do they hate me,
They hate me more each day.
Why can't they love me,
like they did when I was born.
but now all they think of me is bad,
my heart is forever tourn.
I am so lost,
and they just dont care.
Feelin' so lonely inside,
because my family is not here.
my future is a blur,
I cannot see into my life.
I just want to be normal,
be a great wife.
Please god help me find my way,
make everything okay again.
Let my family love me,
Let my life begin.