Shattered dreams envelop me

I am engulfed by the loneliness I feel

Crying because of many wasted memories

Memories abandoned by someone important to me.

Before, I was poisoned by his overwhelming presence

My heart was eaten by his overflowing charms

My whole being was bewitched by his deceiving eyes

And I was intoxicated by his playful yet innocent ways.

I’ve been enfolded inside his warm embrace

I gave in to his sweetest kiss

I was enslaved by his enchanting smile

I melted away from the touch of his comforting hands.

Now, I am imprisoned by the curse he made

My heart is subjected to its own demise

In light, I fight as long as my hour glass runs

But in the dark, I bleed ‘till I’ve been defeated.

Empty walls are hanging around me

Endless hallways is where I walk on by

I am lost in the middle of nowhere

I am left by him hanging in the air.

I drift away and I’m heading on never-ending shore of anguish

I am drowning in the deepest ocean of sorrows

I feel like running in a long-winding road

I am destined to pay the Calvary of stupidity’s shadow.

Regretful ideas feed my mind

Entrapped within the hurting emotions of painful thoughts

Inside, I feel so cold and alone

Feeling enclosed within a doorless tomb.

I am suffering from all of his broken promises

I’m feeling so devastated, my life is a mess

Stabbed by thousands of swords and I feel like dying

Now, I’m bearing the consequences of the magical feeling.

Where is the end of this unbreakable suffering?

Where can I run to escape this intolerable sadness?

I don’t want to be chained forever in this unbearable weariness

I don’t want to sleep in misery in hundred of years.

I wish to be awakened by his soft lips someday

I’ll trade my sweetest tomorrows for one bitter-sweet yesterday

I want to be chased again by his loving arms

Steal one precious moment to have him again in my life.

I like to be home safe and sound with him

Spend each and every moment of life together

Share my unconditional love with him

Life my life beside him to the endless forever.

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