 | Why am I, and content to always be, what I am not? Why do I change myself constantly? I've changed so many times that something somewhere has become twisted... knotted up. I've changed myself for people, but people stay the same. I once had someone tell me that I care too much... I care too much,I can't believe that, what has the world come to. In a world where people don't care at all.... I care too much.
My heart hurts, I'm sick of dealing with people. People who think only about what they want, irregardless of the effects on others. And I'm sick of waiting, I feel like sometimes I'm just a door mat, that people walk on, and come to me when they need me.
I'm tired... I sleep less and less, I'm back to my old routine of not eating. People just don't understand.... so I'm going to set things clear.
I am caring, loving and just.
I am slow to anger, hate or fight.
I am open minded, considerate, calm.
I am afraid, cold, and weak.
I am scared of what tomorrow brings.
I have the courage to pull on.
I stand alone.
I just want one chance.
All my life, my one goal, was to make people happy. And those of you who know me best know that i'd do anything to make someone happy... don't abuse that. Because that is what hurts the most.
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