I see you wondering through this world in desperation,
Longing for relief with no real exspectaions,

Imaginary thoughts fill your head, no real depth given
to reality instead.

Death awaits you at your door, your running from
something that you can hide no more,

Your quick fix soulutions have no solutions at all,
Your addiction eats at you as I watch you have withdraws.

Same place..
Same people...
Fill your world..

I tried to save you but you ran from me
instead...
I reached out my hand to you to only have it knocked
from underneath me agin,

The days and nights I worried so,
Wondering if you'll make it to another day or
will  today be that day we bury you six feet below.

Tears I cried....
Angry inside...
Bitter with you...
How did I come to a place where I cant stand the
thought of you?

Your selfesh...
You bacame a liar...
Inprisoned by dope and wanting to get higher,

Your nothing but bones...
It has ate away at your flesh..
Your  a selfesh bastered because you'd rather
embrace death.

Miserey is our common companion is all that I see,
you with your dope not feeling high enough
and me cring and pleading to God on my knees.

Days..
Months...
years...

And nothings changed...
Good bye my love as I can no longer join your pain,
Your suffering is now yours alone..
and you alone are to blame.