 | Such a beautiful Feeling
Inside is masked the true feelings the true her
outside is a happy beautiful young woman with a perfect life
Inside she is sad and depressed lonely at most and it's killing her..
...
inside her heart is crying out when all her face will do is laugh
inside her mind is going crazy from all the pain
and she still convinces herself that all she ever thinks about happy things when in reality, it's always...
death
blood
blades
sadness
water
not breathing
dying
crying
breaking down from all the pain
and one night she finally realises what her life has come to
and she realises she is already dead so what is it worth...putting her body through anymore pain
and as she looks down she sees the pills in her hand
the tears falling from her eyes
covering her cheeks
and then she looks over at the table...
a glass, a glass of water that she can't bear to touch
the pills are suddenly flying across the room
the water is on the floor
the glass is lying at foot of the wall...broken
she's suddenly picking up the peices that represent her life
she grabs the big one, sharp and yet so beautiful in her eyes
and she tries to run she tries so hard to hide from it all
and comes to window open and water pouring in
such a beautiful moment in her eyes, yet so painful
she climbs out and finds herself in the middle of all the falling water and suddenly there is this stabbing feeling in her heart and this painful feeling in her leg
she looks down at this wet runny puddle of blood beneath her
she is soaked in blood in rain in tears in sorrows in emotion
and suddenly it all goes black...and she never has to live the nightmare again, she is finally at peace
lying dead in a pool of her own blood
such a beatuiful feeling |  |
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